Tuesday, December 24, 2019

A LIFETIME OF WAITING


Today is Christmas Eve Day! The air is filled with anticipation. Moms and dads are working on the finishing touches of presents and treats or prepping for a turkey dinner tomorrow. Can you remember being a small child the day before Christmas? How you didn't know if you could stand the wait? The exciting possibility that some Jolly Old Elf would be sneaking into your house while your were sleeping and leaving presents? 

Now think back to your first day back to school after the summer holidays. New clothes laid out, brand new books and markers, pencils and pencil crayons all just waiting for that morning alarm to sound off. 

Jump ahead again - the day before your wedding day. The arrival of your first baby, or grand baby. 

Have you noticed you spend a life time waiting? I don't run into too many souls who have honed the fine art of patience. But it's a good virtue to work on. 

I'm actually pretty good at waiting. For me, today is the best day of the holidays. I love to savour the anticipation of what's ahead. I will get up early, before the rest of the house is stirring, turn on the christmas tree lights and hang with the dog in the silence. Waiting. Just waiting. Of course, it's much easier to wait for something you know, without a doubt, will happen! 

Christmas is a celebration that is acknowledged world wide. That's pretty significant! We celebrate with gift giving, good food and connecting with friends and family. Why? What is the foundation? Why it's the Christ Child's birth of course! A whole multitude of Angels announced his arrival "Glory to God in the Highest! And on Earth Peace and Good will to ALL men!" Jesus arrives wraps in a vulnerable form of a little babe so he can communicate with His creation His deep, relentless love. 
He's also good at waiting. He waits for us to call on Him, to ask for His help, to acknowledge His presence, to say Yes. He waits. 

He will spend a lifetime of waiting for you. 




Sunday, December 15, 2019

FELINE COMPANY


This weekend, on a very rainy day, I opted to stay inside and get ahead on Christmas wrapping. So I dragged out the essential equipment, turned on "A Child's Christmas in Wales" and got down to business. 

I had a little help too. Actually DandyLion is not very helpful, sometimes more on the hindering side, but he's always willing!
Pets, they are good company. They want to hang out with you, be present or if you prefer the latest buzz words "hold space" for you. 

I had a flu bug this week. After a night of tossing and turning on the high seas of nausea I dragged my weary butt to work. Bad idea, but it's just part of my ethic. I stayed long enough to cover a meeting and ensure another was up and running, then I headed home and crawled into bed. Soon enough, a little ball of warm fluff was tucked in beside me. 

So here's to those pets we love. The ones that meet you at the door, that hang out with you and beg for scraps, that help you with the gardening or the Christmas wrapping. When they are gone we grieve big, and rightly so. We should never feel the need to downplay the loss. We loved them, they loved us back; it's that simple. 

I didn't really need that ribbon, Dandy....my wrapping skills are embarrassing. You could probably do a better job - help yourself.


Sunday, December 1, 2019

I'M PACING MYSELF

Yesterday, I did something I've never done before. I took my daughter to get her photo with Santa. Randi, Soren and I all piled into the big chair with the Jolly old Elf.  Now, don't judge me - I'm aware she is a Mom in her 30's but we just didn't make a big deal about Santa Claus when the kids were young! Besides, I'm pacing myself!

Cause there's a lot to do over the Christmas season and I want to enjoy the moments without feeling overwhelmed with all the chaos. 

I started my Christmas baking: Rumballs, cookies and Biscotti with Almond and Apricots.
Oh, there's more to do - but I'm pacing myself

Morrie and I jammed at a little soirĂ©e. Along with my cello, we had a couple of guitars, a stand-up base and a mandolin. 
I have a Christmas concert for my parents to attend and I'm playing in another this Friday, but I'm pacing myself...

I watched a couple of my favourite Christmas movies: A Christmas Carol (the original with Alistair Sims) and Elf!
There's a few more I want to fit in but, well, you know...

This evening we helped Randi and Dan decorate their tree. Soren is beyond adorable!

I can't get enough of him!

Forget this pacing thing - time to over indulge!